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  Jenny poked at it with her bare foot. “I’d expect a toad or an elf, but an old rock—”

  In a flash he grabbed the rock and shoved it into his pocket. He still smiled, but now his eyes were cold as he bent down to her level. “Little girl, you’re as ugly as something found under a rock.”

  “She’s my sister,” Tom explained. The fellow turned at the recognition of Tom’s voice, and Jenny watched the careless, happy grin again claim his face. “My friend!” he exclaimed. “Have you settled your mind to join us?”

  Tom cast a quick look at Jenny and nodded. “I’d be a fool to do otherwise.”

  The stranger turned toward Jenny, warning, “Now, keep it quiet; there’s no profit if we’re including the whole village in the scheme.” Jenny stopped studying the length and breadth of him and focused her attention on his face.

  Eyeing the bright hair and sharply arching nose that dominated his pale face, she demanded, “Tom, who is he?”

  Tom touched her shoulder, “I told you. Remember the silver? We’re gonna be rich, then Pa—” She moved her shoulders impatiently. Tom turned back to the youth, saying carelessly over his shoulder, “This is Joe. That rock—he sees things and he knows where there’s buried treasure that the Spaniards got tired of totin’ and hid in these hills.”

  Jenny studied Joe curiously a moment more, and then looked at the ground. Stubbing her bare toes in the soft black soil, she thought about it all. Their dream of buried treasure didn’t seem much different than the thoughts and pictures that filled her head when she was alone in the glen.

  She tilted her head and looked up into the blue eyes watching her. “It’s like havin’ pictures in your mind and makin’ them come true, isn’t it?” She paused a moment. “Does sayin’ it all out loud make it come true?”

  Caution crept into Joe’s expression. “Like putting a curse or a blessing on something? That’s so, little girl. But you’re far too smart for the size of you.” He turned abruptly to Tom and said from the corner of his mouth, “I’ll be talking to you later when there’s no threat of the news spreading.” He ducked his head and without so much as a glance at Jenny strode rapidly out of sight.

  “What was he doin’ down there on the ground?”

  “I’ll be switched if I know.” Tom’s voice was perplexed. “But I’m guessin’ it has something to do with our huntin’ for the silver. Somehow that fella makes me believe he can find it.”

  “Just sayin’ so makes it come true,” Jenny mused thoughtfully. “Well, that bein’ the case, I’m goin’ to marry that Joe when I grow up.”

  Tom threw his head back and laughed in astonishment. She watched him silently and resentfully until he wiped his eyes. “Now, why did you say that?” Tom was sober now, staring down at his sister.

  “It’s just in my bones. And if sayin’ makes it so, why, then this’ll be the way to find out.”

  “Jen, you’re just a tyke—you’ve no idea what you’re sayin’.” His voice was the grown-up one, the one that signaled the five years between them, and she hated it. Giving voice to her thoughts had cut him off from her. Her shoulders sagged.

  Turning, she started down the trail. His long steps brought him even with her, and in silence they trudged through the woods to the far side of South Bainbridge. Avoiding the saloon on the town’s main street, they hurried on. As they neared home from the opposite side, their steps became slow and cautious. Tom took Jenny’s hand, and they walked down the lane leading to the ramshackle farm.

  As they crossed the yard the sun dropped behind the wooded hills, and Jenny shivered. Her dreamy thoughts about the afternoon were gone; now she was conscious only of her thin dress and throbbing legs. After a quick glance at her, Tom stepped through the door of the cabin.

  Jenny held her breath until she heard the relief in his voice. “Pa’s gone.” She heard her mother’s rocking chair creak, and Jenny leaped through the door.

  “Ma!” Jenny crowded as near as she dared without touching her. Ma didn’t much like being touched. “I didn’t mean no harm.” Deepening lines creased her mother’s face and darkness shrouded her eyes. Jenny’s own throat was aching. She shifted her feet, still hesitating, wanting desperately to say and hear the things she needed.

  But she swallowed the painful tears and studied her mother, the weary droop to her thin shoulders, the streaks of gray in her hair.

  Ma turned from Jenny to Tom, peering through the shadows of the room to fasten on him as if grasping a sturdy oak. Tom moved uneasily. “Pa?” he questioned.

  “Followed you a piece and then headed for town.” She sighed and lifted the lamp to the center of the table. “Come on, young’uns. There’s bread and milk for supper. I want you bedded afore . . .” Her voice trailed away, but knowing her meaning, Tom and Jenny watched silently as she moved heavily about the room, placing the dishes and lifting the jug of milk.

  Suddenly her face brightened. Jenny saw the change—as if Ma had returned from a far country. It was the signal Jenny wanted. She flung herself at her mother, clasping her waist and pressing her face against the warmth. “I’m sorry.” Jenny felt the rough hand on her hair and the quick gentle tug and heard the heavy sigh.

  “I don’t know what to do with you, child. You and him always at loggerheads.” She shook her head and turned to raise her voice. “You up there, come.”

  Overhead scuffled feet, and Jenny looked at the ladder leading to the loft. Her sister Nancy was peering down, her face a pale oval in the dusk.

  Jenny didn’t need light to remind her of Nancy’s blonde prettiness and dainty ways which made Jenny feel grubby and awkward. More scuffles overhead, and two more tiny pale ovals appeared beside Nancy.

  Jenny watched thirteen-year-old Nancy lift Matt and push at Dorcas. Jenny’s throat tightened again and she scrubbed at her eyes with her fists, quickly, before Nancy saw her. That afternoon those terrified faces had watched as the strap lifted and snapped.

  “I’m the one, ain’t I? It’s my fault Pa’s the way he is!” Jenny demanded, her voice shaky.

  Ma straightened from her task of dividing the bread and stared. “Child, what’s got into you?”

  “Tom said I don’t remember how it was before, because I was too little.”

  Ma looked at Tom before answering. Then, her voice dreamy, she murmured, “It was different.” She sighed and shook her head. “But, no, it isn’t you.” For a long time she was silent, and Jenny thought she had forgotten her. Then reluctantly she said, “Could be hard times just bring out something that was there the whole time, but hid.”

  Finally Jenny sat down to her bowl of bread and milk, but she was watching Dorcas and Matty. Nearly two years separated them, but by their sober round faces, they could have been twins.

  As she lifted the spoon, her heart was still heavy. Her mother was watching. Gently she said, “You could leave his things alone.”

  “I only want to read and learn.”

  “There’s school for that. I don’t read well enough to know the book. But I’ve heard him talk about the magic and such. I wasn’t raised that way—to believe in those things. They make—” She stopped and shifted her shoulders uneasily. There was a troubled frown on her face as she slowly started again, “Maybe he’s better’n you credit him. Could be he wants you to grow up knowin’ the important things, and findin’ a man who’ll give you a good life.”

  She sighed and looked around the dimly lighted room. “Seems if a body looks for the good, he’s bound to find it.” Her fingers picked listlessly at a frayed spot on her apron. Abruptly she raised her head. “If you’re bent on readin’, there’s my Bible. I don’t know enough to read it for myself. But I know it says things that we’re supposed to honor.”

  Jenny frowned over her mother’s words, then slipped from her stool and pressed her cheek against Ma’s shoulder. “’Night, Ma. And I’ll try to remember that and be lookin’ for the good. Maybe just thinkin’ hard and sayin’ it out loud will make it be.”

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bsp; With one foot on the ladder, Jenny paused, wondering about all her mother had said. Why did it do any good to honor a book instead of reading it? She turned her face to the figure slumped in the circle of pale light. The question rose to her lips, but Jenny remembered that most often her asking things left Ma frowning, with questions in her eyes. Slowly she climbed the ladder.

  Chapter 2

  The South Bainbridge school was set on the edge of town in a lonesome place. Sometimes it made Jenny feel as if she were in another world. Just enough timber had been hacked out of the woods to clear a spot for the school and to pile fuel high enough for the winter.

  Jenny loved the fresh wood scent of the log building; in fact, she loved nearly everything about the school—the sharp clamor of the school bell, even the musty smell of old books and damp woolen mufflers. But at times the high-spirited students made her pull in against the side of the building. There, like a stray field mouse, she watched them vent their boundless energy, twenty pairs of restless feet wearing the grasses of the field to a nub.

  This October afternoon was one of the days Jenny clung to the side of the school. Dust hung like a curtain over the playground, while a gust of wind swished through the trees, tearing at the tortured soil. The wind moaning in the trees caught Jenny’s attention, lifting her away from the school and the playground and filling her with a sense of utter isolation.

  That wind meant winter was drawing near. Listening and watching, Jenny clenched her fists, wishing she could spread sunshine and wild roses across the field.

  The shouting of the students broke through her thoughts and brought her back to the playground. Shoving away from the warm logs, she crept close to the group.

  “Go, go!” rooted the students in the circle. “Amos, are ye callin’ it quits? Scaredy cat!” The dust settled to reveal the victor—the new student, Joe. Jenny saw the grin on his battered lips as he flexed his arms and shoved at his sleeves.

  “Come on, who’s next?” he shouted. The ring of fellows eyed him cautiously as he tossed his bright hair, but no one would accept the challenge.

  Jenny chuckled silently. Joe didn’t seem to be much of a student, but he sure could fight.

  Since that autumn day when she and Tom had discovered the twenty-year-old lad hunkered beside the trail with his face buried in his battered white hat, she had been paying sharp attention to him.

  Granted, he was an on-again, off-again student. Since the day Jenny had first seen his bulk crammed between six-year-old Emily and ten-year-old Nat, with that wild beak of a nose humbled two inches from his slate, she had watched him. At first he could barely push the pencil over his sums, and her awe of him changed to scorn, particularly when she listened to him read.

  But later the scorn was salted with respect when she saw him lick every youth in town. And later still her feelings were spiced with a nameless fascination as she watched Nancy bat her eyes at him and Prudence follow him about the school yard like an absolute ninny.

  At this moment, the thought of those silly girls carrying extra cookies to him and offering to do his sums for him made Jenny snort with impatience. As if Mrs. Stowell wasn’t feeding him right and his head didn’t need to learn his own sums.

  Jenny applied her scorn to Prudence, the lass who had tossed her long blonde curls, batted her eyelashes, smoothed her flowered apron, and said, “Jennifer Timmons, you are jealous!” Her eyes shrewdly surveyed Jenny and she added spitefully, “You’ve plenty of call to be. Scrawny as a scarecrow and brown as a gypsy, you are.” She flounced away, swinging her skirts until her petticoats showed.

  It wouldn’t have been so bad, Jenny decided, thinking about it later, but the fellow who was filling in for Mr. Searles, the regular teacher, had taken it upon himself to smooth her ruffled feathers.

  Just remembering had Jenny muttering to herself. “Didn’t hurt, her bein’ so uppity and proud, ’til he had to come and fuss over me.”

  At the end of this October day, Jenny was still busy thinking as she and Tom walked toward home. She found herself stripping away the pretty pictures her mind had built and facing things as they really were.

  It hurt to admit that Prudence was right. Even Joe had said she was ugly. Life was bad. And Tom—she looked up at her brother and tried to see him clearly.

  Tom was one of those on-again and off-again students, too. Jenny suspected he was more on-again recently because of the new fellow. “That Joe,” she muttered. “Seems both of you go because of the other. Either that or it’s better’n diggin’ stumps in Mr. Stowell’s field all day.”

  She turned on him. “You’d better be listenin’ to Ma about forgettin’ the ideas circulating. She says there’s no way on this earth a man’s goin’ to get rich except by workin’ hard at life. Tom, you know she’s tryin’ her best for us, not wantin’ us to turn out like Pa.”

  “Dreamin’ on rainbows,” Tom said shortly as he hunched his shoulders and shuffled his feet in the leaves along the path.

  “Is that it?” For a moment Jenny stopped, kicking at the leaves thoughtfully. When she looked up at Tom, she was searching his face for confirmation. “There’s some who believe they can change things just by thinkin’ hard and willing it so, and by makin’ charms and chantin’.”

  “They are the ones who think they have power.”

  “Do they?”

  “Some do, some don’t.” He stopped to grasp her arm. But his eyes were looking beyond her, shining as if he knew secrets. “Jenny,” he whispered, “there’s power out there to be had by the ones who know how to get it. Joe knows some of those things, and I intend to find out.”

  “Ma says there’s secret things, but they’re bad. Tom, Ma shivered when she said that, and I could tell she was mighty scared.”

  Tom turned to look at Jenny, and his eyes were very serious. “If that’s so, why doesn’t she make you stay away from that green book of Pa’s? She says if you must read, read that black one. But then she turns her back when you get Pa’s book. I say she’s scared, but she knows where the power is.” His eyes were big again, staring past her.

  “Tom, you best be listenin’ to Ma.” But he wasn’t listening, and she tugged at his shirt. “Ma says everybody thinks diggin’ will get him rich if he can just find a mine or treasure, but she says people dig and dig and never find a thing. She says a body needs to quit foolin’ himself and settle down to pluggin’ away for a living.” By the time Jenny had delivered her speech they had reached home, and Tom went grinning on his way.

  Jenny suspected he was proud of himself because he’d let her run on like a scolding mother. Suddenly the weight of her heavy thoughts slid away, and she was filled with a bubbling-up, running-over affection for Tom. Sometimes he was more like a friend than a brother.

  When Jenny entered the cabin her father was asleep, sprawled across the bed with his mouth open. This was real life. Sometimes she needed to be reminded that make-believe wasn’t real. She turned her face away to hide the fearful feelings that churned inside her.

  Ma was at the table, bending over a pile of bright, new cloth. She lifted her face. “I’ve a dress finished for Mrs. Harper. I want you to carry it to her; we’re needin’ the money.” She snipped at the thread. “Mighty uppity she’s gettin’, needin’ somebody to do her sewin’ for her. Last summer she was just a peddler’s wife, common like the rest of us. Now she’s puttin’ on airs.—But never mind, we’re reapin’ well from her folly.”

  “Folly?” Jenny repeated, wondering what the word meant and why Ma used it on Mrs. Harper.

  “Just hush and take it. Wrap that torn sheet over it, so you don’t soil it.” As Jenny reached for the heap of flowered material, Ma turned and peered at her. “Just look at you,” she scolded. “Hair a mess and grubby clear to the elbows. Why can’t you be like Nancy? Seems I never have to fuss about her washin’ her face.”

  Listening to her mother scold, Jenny thought of her sister sitting at home with a bit of sewing while she hoed in the field or hired out
to the Moores when they needed a hand to pitch fodder to the hogs. In the honesty of the afternoon she still had a clear picture in her mind: Prudence with blonde curls and fair skin standing beside Jenny, weather-chapped and browned.

  “I’m of a mind to grow plump and be delicate like Nancy and Prudence,” she stated, “but I can’t clean Mr. Moore’s hog pen and come out looking like a lady.”

  Ma nodded her head. “And kind he is to find ways to help you earn a few pennies,” she said with a sigh, touching Jenny lightly on the cheek. “You earn your keep; like as not Nancy will too with her needle. And like as not one of these days, you’ll cease chasing after chickens and boys and take up the needle.” She turned back to her sewing. “Now, brush your hair afore you go. Don’t forget to fetch the money home safe.”

  Jenny brushed her hair, wrapped the dress in a scrap of clean sheeting, and pulled her mother’s shawl across her shoulders.

  The day had been sharp with the hint of the winter to come, and now—all too soon, it seemed—the evening shadows were tagging the heels of late afternoon.

  Jenny hurried down the lane. Any excuse to go into town was a treat. If she scooted about her task, there’d be time to mosey home, to stare in the shop windows and watch the people.

  For the time being she hastened her steps, passing the saloon, the dry-goods store, the sheriff’s office, and the tiny little log building they called the lawyer’s office.

  Just as she was passing that office, studying it curiously in her usual fashion, the door flew open. She sidestepped to avoid running into the young man who rushed out in front of her.

  “Oh, beg your pardon, ma’am.” He spun around, then with a laugh he corrected himself. “You’re not ma’am, you’re Jenny, aren’t you? Remember me? I taught school one day for Lemuel.”

  Jenny nodded, “Mr. Cartwright. ’Twas the day Joe Smith wrestled all the big boys and you wouldn’t take him on.”

  “That’d make the newspaper. ‘Substitute teacher wrestles student!’ Seemed wisest not. You think I couldn’t handle him?” The man grinned down at Jenny, and she realized he wasn’t much older than Tom.